Hello dear, I love the sentence above.
I promised you to blog so here I am.
I'm so glad your parents are supportive in our relationship.
But sometimes I feel as though they would rather it if we weren't together.
I hope that's not an obstacle though!
Maybe they think we're not compatible or what, so they keep demoralizing you.
In any case, I hope that their perception would take change.
I don't know why there are some things that have to be so regulated.
Maybe it's just like that. Sigh.
I feel like pretending that your parents never knew. Maybe it'd be better that way.
Just ask your bro, and go ahead with the plans.
Since you can't make time to meet me this Saturday, it's okay.
I think that I utilize my time on other measures too.
I have to admit that I was quite disappointed, but I am consoling myself.
I know I sound like a expressionistic maniac, but I can't help it.
Because I'm so restricted to feelings of being wanted and being rejected I find myself fluctuating between these two platforms and trying to get a grip but all the time failing.
Time in the past, my experiences, since I was in primary school, gave me all the nightmares of rejection and acceptance.
It is sensitive and an area that has been exposed times, again.
Life is weird isn't it? Kidding us in the most ways available. I find life peculiar too.
It plays with desires and tramples with weak spots.
I don't know if you'd really understand what i'm writing.
I just hope that your parents can see this in a more positive light.
And you would put in the share of effort to convince them, the amount of effort I have risked so many times before, to convince my parents.
God bless.
Love u.
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